Wednesday, August 27, 2008
To others...to myself
To John Gray:Thanks for ur book who let me understand more of my bao bei and avoid alot of misunderstanding and conflict.
TO Bao bei:Sorry for the deleted blog that hurt u so much.....i really meant it by turning over a new leaf .....sorry that let u feel so hurt.
To Myself:Just wanna change for the better yet i step on a own bomb set by myself ...nice one TKY.....everything is really reflect on oneself ......i should have read even more towards the back of the chapter of the book to understand more my bao bei...and should not have type out that stupid blog.....Not sure izzit still too late of turning over the new leaf......just cant forgive myself....Things are never on my side even if its awhile or dayz.......blame who?Blame myself of course......all the teaching are really so true ....be selfish even if its abit ....retribution will fall so much on myself.....yup....and i got it.....so selfish to only think about myself and not others.....serve me right....
To Others:Everything is my own mistake.....blame on me everything as u all wan.....
9:26 AM; &they are gone forever