Wednesday, July 2, 2008
start to listen to the wind
Somehow this few week im super unlucky thats wat i can say to myself almost like all call bad caller like that...............and best part is my MP3 player the menu button spoilt the button like it sink inside gosh man i spoilt a MP3 of wat i like lucky still can listen .............somehow i remember wat my father told me once listen to wat is around is also way of nature unless necessary then listen to MP3 so somehow this few day go on life without my MP3 and i start to listen to wat is around me.....................i find it quite not bad afterall.................but more importantly i heard something inside my heart ................I MISS my bao bei...........ytd night join my buddy with them to watch a movie called never back down learn alot of thing and let me even wanna cherish my surrounding more alot ................especially my bao bei ............that night we walk home i msg her and she went to sleep cause she have to study the next day .............somehow before i sleep i pray hard nothing bad will come to her and i pray and i pray and suddenly i regain something back ..........dunno wat it is ...........but its good thats wat my feel told me ..............when i went back to my bed somehow i miss and cant stop thinking about her even though the next day we were going to meet for lunch ..............somehow i felt 2 falling star across my face ...............one from each eye ............it fall quite fast and after that slowly and slowly i felt asleep .................and today finally get back to work but definitely i have no mood for work i simply just use those easy attitude to treat my caller somehow .............cause all i wan is to see my bao bei ..........before meeting her all the collegue bring in all the food to contact centre and the smell make me totally no strength at all and i gotta endure till 2 AWWWWWWWWWWWWW very hungry and miss my bao bei .........and when 2 finally come i keep chiong down to find her and i never though im much more faster than the msg that i sent out ..........wahahahaha feel so proud in that can reach her side before my msg reach her.............had wonderful lunch at subway which my uncle work over there keep letting him treat me i kind of feel damn bad cause he treat me think going to be more than 10 times le sob sob yet i only treat him a dozen of chewy junior only............but more importantly i finally met my bao bei.............starting see her i was so happy i was so contented even though morning accidentally our train past each other at DOVER i saw her walk out MRT where my train reach dover i saw her back ..........wanna msg her but think quite slow therefore i called her and describe everything and had a little chat at least give me a bit of energy to carry on for my work in the morning ...................somehow during lunch with bao bei i felt much more better even though she let me worried that her stomach pain in the morning .........me actually wanna run to her give her any med i can find but kind of find myself so useless cant be by her side when she need me sob sob but at least during lunch saw her alright i felt so much better but when 3 is arriving i miss her so much just dun wan to let her go and wanna go with her which i cant...........find myself so useless sob sob..........haiz after that went back to work tio something i never encounter before again haiz..............can say big shit bah..........lucky bao bei write something on my hand and give me strength to carry on lucky cased solve until nice nice thanks bao bei u are the best =).............when im finally back home me sat down after eating and bathing and wait for my bao bei i went back listen to my music i like suddenly felt like long time no listen and when listen it totally calm me down..............but still at the same time it make me even miss my bao bei even even more..................finally i gain back myself ...............and i miss my bao bei and bao bei this is to u"Anata no koto wo kangaeteiru and anata ga inaku-te sabishi-kattayo. zutto kangaete itayo"
5:14 AM; &they are gone forever
