Sunday, June 8, 2008
piss........
Back again to same place here with sadness and angriness .............it was suppose to be a brand new day with everything good and was sunday however everything crumble down .......trying so hard to convince my gal that will help her in her life and really speak out my real feeling again and guess wat i receive a reply that look so loosely that as if my help was worthless yes even after that u msg me u appreciate ...........i treat her everything so seriously yet she say until like that ............am i suppose to be angry or wat i love her at the same time yet she totally piss me off at the same time ............the air con in my office is just so cold and as always i hide myself at one corner alone.........damn just freeze me to death can le .............i always say i wan cooldown but this time round i was hurt .........izzit my pride answer is no ................izzit me yes it is and i admit it myself ...........i gave her everything but now i found myself hanging nowhere she was suppose to the only line i can hold on but if she is gone den maybe its time for "me" to come out once more let blood flow let the eyes be awaken unlock the ability hidden in the brain to wake up if it happen i will be lost forever .............forever......
12:11 AM; &they are gone forever