Friday, March 21, 2008
happy and sad
16/03/2008 god give me something that i wish for...........at 1st i dun feel anything but somehow i know im changing ........im aligning ..........the feel is so different
17/03/2008 can see her again im so happy but i cant send her home cause i got something important thing i need to do ......studying for the job test cant send her home feeling down man
18/03/2008 suddenly got the urge to see her keep fliping my notes and at the same time looking around to see have she arrive..........suddenly wanna see her ............when i see her my heart feel happy......then i hug her when we are in MRT and im hugging her from the back ......kind of feeling nice.....heex......1st time hugging a gal that i like.........then we go to a place where the star and wind are.......and a white cloud that streak across the sky abit like milky way so beautiful.........she lie on my body and im hugging her and my mind just stop thinking of anything.............just like a CPU in sleep mode .........the feeling of pure and innocent ...getting back to where i need to go
19/03/2008 Test scored 81.5 94 for 2 test in NETS
20/03/2008 lost focus get 75 out of 100 almost fail 70 is passing for all test start losing focus and start thinking about her
21/03/2008 suddenly addicted to hugging her le omg now is i wish she is by my side...but not sure will she wan me by her side or not...........
22/03/2008 she go on holiday need to wait for 5 dayz no worry i got something important i need to do my test on monday ............a challenge by the manageer that no one can pass all test at one straight goal and i will do that ........for myself and for her
9:50 PM; &they are gone forever
