Friday, February 29, 2008
Same Side of the Moon
I'm looking out the window
Where we sat to watch the stars
There's a chill within the air
It makes my heart long for your touch
You may be miles away
But as I kneel to pray
I see the same side of the moon
That we'll be looking on when the world turns blue
And know that time and space can't come between me and you
We share the same side of the moon
And though you'll never see all my tears shine through
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon.
I picture you across the oceans
In your corner of the world
I pray the wind will blow my voice
And gently whisper in your ear
Your night may be my day
And though the seasons change
It's still the same side of the moon
That we'll be looking on when the world turns blue
And know that time and space can't come between me and you
We share the same side of the moon
And though you'll never see all my tears shine through
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon
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Great song from corrinne may so touching
6:35 AM; &they are gone forever
The Leap Years
After seeing the leap years and reading the novel i may found out y it may attract me so much that i just wanna contiune watching or reading.........its the past feeling that i own before ....the pain of waiting for love to answer .............the despair ......alot of of philosopher saying...but still i it goes on.............although it end happily ever after...........i kinda envious why cant i deserve the same thing................seeing other couple happily kissing each other or hugging each other.....in the street is indeed making myself lonely.....tears almost flow but control have been done so i still have kept my promise.......except for that day .....where my godparents mother pass away.....seeing them sad make me heart so ache.....i still can remember how the tear flow so uncontrollably ....i still remember how helpless i am even i try to help them ......it just pain me so much.......haha im so random.....just wanna make sure the future of mine remember i still have tear..............there is no way back .....no more......till end of my time.......
Start bloggin this few dayz cause i suddenly wanna read more.....wanna have more knowledge......and hope those reading can help me ease the loneliness in the heart....can help me distract watever that it can distract ........
Calculator ......calculate
6:16 AM; &they are gone forever
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Catalyst having some reaction??
When someone tell me that she may leave away for good ......i move......i jerk.........making my feeling unstable......that should not be the case.......im not avoiding anything.....im not........a new catalyst may move in........new phase of reaction .....required new phase of calculation........a few more dayz......give me a few more dayz to adjust back where the molecules should be......
Not sure what may happen next le......due to my unstable reaction ......again.......
9:31 AM; &they are gone forever
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Its over
Singapore Polytechnic 2007/2008 S2 Examination Results
Student ID: 0527709
Module Code - Credit Unit - Grade
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ET0102 - 5 - A
ET100Z - 8 - DIST
BA9017 - 2 - B
ET0130 - 5 - B+
ET0097 - 5 - B+
SEMESTER GPA: 3.72
CUMULATIVE GPA: 3.528
DIPLOMA AWARDED
Finally its over le .....Target reach with abit of disappointing result of 2 core module getting B+....abit piss seeing my teamate not getting A for their FYP result ...so unfair .......recently having so many thing happen everything still within calculation and prediction nothing goes out of path ........only physical going to sleep mode but awakening soul ability....the sharpness of my calculation has increased ....after some unstable catalyst happen ....now having it settle down..i know how to carry on le....
Now im more like .......solidify and saturated sugar point......still aiming for the impossible yet the possible.........having and wishing is past le ....now use my own feet my own hands to move on.....T.T sob sob cant get a part time job due to enlistment of National service.......
Im not right nor wrong ....im not black nor white.....just an oberserver of time ........"its not my time" ...finally understand little happiness is some wilful desire ....或许孤单和寂寞比较适合我。。。不需要人的声音钢琴声就够了.............Merry christmas Mr lawrence....a very good piece of music that can reach out my heart.....just follow the heart and soul
8:09 PM; &they are gone forever