Wednesday, May 16, 2007
WHYYYY whyyy force me REVIVE MY HATRED YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY................arghzzzzz....AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Heart tearing now hatred hold power .....True Love hold power...........how i wish i can have the 2nd choice that someone suggest to me ...BUT I CANT......and the situation is more like the 1st choice....and now im drawn to the evil side.....hehhehehehahahahaha
Years of cultivation burnt out by anger ...hatred......WHY....why....why....i only ask for peace in my mind why must others force me to go this path WHY and just nice is my working area person evoke my evilness.....the devil alway love to repay their debt for awaking them ......and u shall receive that so called " Kindness" from the very very depth of hell ...ashes to ashes ..
An advice for myself retribution shall comes along for all the dark deal....but im willing scarifice for the others .......Wish that none shall take this path ....even if taken this path find mean and way to get back plzs plzs...its simply tearing ur heart urself...its superpainful but also joyful
Today actually im trying to think someone that will let me remember the most but that so called someone din appear in my mind.................im so sad .....feel like crying but i promised myself never never never shall i let my tear of sadness to appear in this world....unless there is someone that is able to mend my shatter broken heart only has the right to let my tear to roll
7:41 AM; &they are gone forever
