Thursday, April 5, 2007
Finally one more week till the end of ITP ................super tiring really nid abit of rest really..tired both physical and mentally....
Storing energy for start of school and ready to study even more.....
Seems like no chance at all evrything truly not fated....really not fated ....no chance ....no hope...no time.........................$#%&%$$#&$%
Haiz ...as year pass by .......i saw my life its simply so short then the others.......everything had it in its time ......then where is mine?
May really give up even the last piece of hope in the deepest realm of my shattered heart just on the verge..................
Scare may change to the worst ever in the future ...Scare turn into a monster wearing a human skin .......Scare to lost......wait i have nothing lost .............i have nothing from the start .....nothing......NOTHING..................
The world is harsh thats y ppl is force to be harsh on the other ....when retribution come they always fail to see y it happen...and it seems the world left one very harsh seat for me to seat on ..........
Rage ...Hatred.....feeling ......all are fake ...........FAKE
To be the strongest TO stand out than the other even it has to be lonely...............
My urge to become strong still not strong enough...using rage...hatred ....as a catalyst....nid more catalyst to grow even more strong.........even much more than strong
6:24 AM; &they are gone forever
