Tuesday, April 17, 2007
GEESZZHHH thought i would full blast on today lecture ....i fallen asleep wat the freak..
This few day tired easily how come darn darn darn.....shouldnt go on this way.....must not slack anymore pia my studies....heard my satellite module abit tough cannot relax anymore....
haiz ....last week com spoil ....then now this few day so sleepy for no reason.... and tio injure while carrying piano.......cant tahan anymore must carry on studies carry on to be the strongest...cant lose out....CANT LOSE OUT
.....some question feel like asking the god ......izzit there isnt love that shall cross my path?...if there isnt i shall accept my fate........no more love for me ..........only heartless .....only everything ......only nothing......STRONGEST
8:22 AM; &they are gone forever
Thursday, April 5, 2007
Finally one more week till the end of ITP ................super tiring really nid abit of rest really..tired both physical and mentally....
Storing energy for start of school and ready to study even more.....
Seems like no chance at all evrything truly not fated....really not fated ....no chance ....no hope...no time.........................$#%&%$$#&$%
Haiz ...as year pass by .......i saw my life its simply so short then the others.......everything had it in its time ......then where is mine?
May really give up even the last piece of hope in the deepest realm of my shattered heart just on the verge..................
Scare may change to the worst ever in the future ...Scare turn into a monster wearing a human skin .......Scare to lost......wait i have nothing lost .............i have nothing from the start .....nothing......NOTHING..................
The world is harsh thats y ppl is force to be harsh on the other ....when retribution come they always fail to see y it happen...and it seems the world left one very harsh seat for me to seat on ..........
Rage ...Hatred.....feeling ......all are fake ...........FAKE
To be the strongest TO stand out than the other even it has to be lonely...............
My urge to become strong still not strong enough...using rage...hatred ....as a catalyst....nid more catalyst to grow even more strong.........even much more than strong
6:24 AM; &they are gone forever
Finally one more week till the end of ITP ................super tiring really nid abit of rest really..tired both physical and mentally....
Storing energy for start of school and ready to study even more.....
Seems like no chance at all evrything truly not fated....really not fated ....no chance ....no hope...no time.........................$#%&%$$#&$%
Haiz ...as year pass by .......i saw my life its simply so short then the others.......everything had it in its time ......then where is mine?
May really give up even the last piece of hope in the deepest realm of my shattered heart just on the verge..................
Scare may change to the worst ever in the future ...Scare turn into a monster wearing a human skin .......Scare to lost......wait i have nothing lost .............i have nothing from the start .....nothing......NOTHING..................
The world is harsh thats y ppl is force to be harsh on the other ....when retribution come they always fail to see y it happen...and it seems the world left one very harsh seat for me to seat on ..........
Rage ...Hatred.....feeling ......all are fake ...........FAKE
To be the strongest TO stand out than the other even it has to be lonely...............
My urge to become strong still not strong enough...using rage...hatred ....as a catalyst....nid more catalyst to grow even more strong.........even much more than strong
6:24 AM; &they are gone forever