Saturday, March 31, 2007
To Love Someone is wrong to even think of her is even more wrong and im so wrong
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I was not fated to fall in love and even not to feel abit......should forget everything
Instead pain is the one that make me feel .........
Freedom......wind.....rain.....saint......forgotton....and be forgotton
Continue to walk ahead ....AHEAD EVEN MORE AHEAD .......
Pushing myself to my limit or even over my limit to feel....feel everything..... feel the wind...feel the rain......
Evilness grow inside me
Starting to grow big and even bigger till im almost eaten up
9:51 PM; &they are gone forever
Thursday, March 29, 2007
Goosh really cant think that i started to think of someone ......man wat the heck happening to me
ARGHHHZZZ gotta control myself ...control control.....still cant control man....
keep going to her friendster to watch her photo -0- her smile issss ssssoooo sweet and her sad face break my heart oooooooooooooooooooooo
To follow the wind or to follow the rain arghxxxxzzzz cant decide.....................
To choose happiness or to choose future???{i wan both but .........really still wan both}
Thought got a chance to reedem my regret le but then cant see her online cant even chat with her
Choice 1: if she is really happy for now wat she has, i had to let go.
Choice 2:Fall deeper?
Choice 3:Be friend be strong and achieve my goal {means i gotta throw all my feeling away
again and become a ........}
Such a difficult choice BUAY TAHAN ARHHHHHHHH
Pray hard time can help me make my choice plzs plzs plzs show me some miracles for me........... i dun wan the feeling that i own it once b4 its so painful
8:07 PM; &they are gone forever
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
OOOSsshhh finally created a blog for myself ......a good offday where i do nothing sian sian sian
Something just cant shake off my mind making myself chaotic instead of calm
Finally i have been given a chance to reedem my regret but......not sure whether can i really reedem my regret
Lost in my way. Lose in my heart......Luckily still have a soul haha not totally lost yet
So ...........haiz back to sleep land will be good for me
ITP : Ending soon WAHAHAHAHa
AIM: Any University as long as i get a degree
Goal: Dunno leh...arhh got one just wanna be a good man in my life doing good deed
Maybe a bit of mischieve stuff would add on spice into my life wahahaha
Raining Wind Code: Rain like Wind ;
Blew like Nothing.
Calm as Water;
Strong as Wind.
10:13 PM; &they are gone forever
